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[14 Apr 2005|06:52pm] OOC: Okay, so, it's getting close to the end of my school year, and finals are coming up. I'm part of so many roleplaying communities that it's not even funny, and I'm not a good multitasker. So, I had to choose which few to quit, and sadly, this was one of them. I only chose it because I hadn't really gotten a storyline going for Amy yet, and I feel like she won't be missed as badly as if I were to quit other communities that I'm already a huge part of. I apologize, and I hope you guys find someone who'll be better at her than I am. [Comment]

001. Oh, it hurts to be this good. [11 Apr 2005|05:55am] [ mood | curious ] I can practically hear all the whispers and taunts now.  "Ooo, look, the drunken skank-whore has a livejournal!  I wonder what gave her the nerve to do that?!"  Well, I'll tell you what gave me the nerve.  I'm pretty much tired of walking down a hallway or down the street only to see people pointing at me and whispering.  There's only so much of that a girl can take, and yeah, I've reached my breaking point.  I think anyone would after so much, don't you? I know, I know, I "deserve" the crap that everyone's giving me.  I screw up all the time, and I drink too much and all of that other shit that my parents tell me is bad for me. I'm not the only one out there that does what I do.  I could name off a few people, but since I'm a nice person, I won't.  Just remember, I'm not afraid to, though. Life at home..eh.  Mom and Dad are trying to get me into rehab.  I don't want to go, I've told them that ten thousand times, but all they say is "Amy, you're hurting yourself, you don't know it, but you're causing yourself pain!"  I mean, really, what is that?  Sure, I drink a lot and stuff, but if I was hurting myself, I would know, right? Besides, I like being the way I am. Boys, booze, and occasionally stealing and other "shady" things..it's a nice life, despite what all you people seem to think. You look down on me because I'm the supposed town slut and alcoholic, and I look down on you for being snobby assholes. That's just life though, so what are you gonna do? Anyway, if you guys want to talk to me or something (you know you do, you totally do), here's my AIM screenname: chasing amy xo.  Haha, clever, huh?  I know, I'm really smart. [Read] 5 [Comment]

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